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Theresa Ruth Howard Dancer/Writer/Teacher Theresa Ruth Howard began her professional dance career with the Philadelphia Civic Ballet Company at the age of twelve. Later she joined the Dance Theatre of Harlem where she had the opportunity to travel extensively throughout the United States, Europe and Africa. She has worked with choreographer Donald Byrd as a soloist in his staging of New York City Opera's Carmina Burana, his critically acclaimed Harlem Nutcracker, as well as the controversial domestic violence work The Beast. She was invited to be a guest artist with Complexions: A Concept in their 10th anniversary season. In 2004 she became a founding member of Armitage Gone! Dance. As a writer Ms. Howard has contributed to Russell Simmons’ One World magazine (art), and The Source (social politics), as well as Pointe and Dance Magazine. While teaching in Italy for the International Dance Association she was asked to become a contributor for the premiere Italian dance magazine Expressions. Her engaging, no nonsense writing style caught the eye of both the readers of Dance Magazine and its Editor in Chief who not only made her a contributing editor and has collaborated with Ms. Howard in See and Say Web-reviews. Her articles about body image prompted her to develop a workshop for young adult (dancers and non-dancers) My Body My Image that addresses their perceptions both positive and negative about their bodies and endeavoring to bring them closer to a place of Acceptance and Appreciation. She recently launched a blog by the same name to reach a broader audience (mybodymyimage.com) As a teacher Ms. Howard has been an Artist in Residence at Hollins University in and New Haven University in addition to teaching at Sarah Lawrence College, Marymount, Shenandoah, and Radford Universities, and the historical American Dance Festival. As a result of her work at ADF Ms. Howard was invited to Sochi, Russia to adjudicate the arts competition Expectations of Europe and teach master classes, and in Burundi, Africa where she coached and taught the Burundi Dance Company. Currently she on faculty at The Ailey School but also extensively throughout Italy and Canada. Ms. Howard's belief in the development, and nurturing of children lead her to work with at risk youth. At the Jacob Riis Settlement House in Queensbridge New York, she founded S.I.S.T.A (Socially Intelligent Sisters Taking Action) a mentoring program for teen-age girls where she worked to empower them to become the creators of their destinies. In addition she developed a dance program, which lead to an exchange with the Dance Theatre of Harlem. Through her teaching and travels Ms. Howard began to observe a universal disenchantment and disconnection in teenagers that disturbed her, thus she set out to address it. Combining her philosophies of life and teaching, with the skills she garnered through outreach programs with diverse communities, she developed the personal development workshop Principles of Engagement: Connecting Youth to the Infinite Possibilities Within which gives teens a set of workable tools to increase their levels of success at tasks, and goals not only in dance, and all aspect of their lives. Theresa Ruth Howard is certainly diverse and multifaceted as an artist, and is moved to both write and create work; however she sees every student she encounters as a work in progress, and the potential to change the world one person at a time. The only was to make this world a better place it to be better people in it!

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George Lopez calls Kirstie Alley a Fat Pig


George Lopez may or may not be a fan of Kirstie Alley’s dancing, but he’s made clear his feelings on her body.
According to huffpost Entertainment:
On “Lopez Tonight” Tuesday night, Lopez reviewed the first episode of the new season of “Dancing with the Stars.” Alley, who has famously struggled with her weight, danced a roundly praised cha-cha performance to Cee Lo Green’s “Forget You.” Without commenting on her technique, Lopez criticized her physique.

“She did a nice job, her little hooves tapping away,” Lopez said, comparing Alley to a pig. “Before the show she went to the market, then she had roast beef, and this is her going all the way home,” he continued before cutting to a video of a pig squealing, from a recent Geico commercial.

Ok so hold on a minute- he called her a pig. I get it he’s a comic and comics make jokes, but I would have like for him to call her a courageous pig, seeing as though it must have taken more courage than he or anyone else could imagine to put one’s self under such scrutiny. Alley well knows that by doing the show she is opening herself up to comments such as this and even worse, but she’s doing it and that’ s the amazing thing. I have always admired Alley for her honesty, her weight issues have plagued her ever since she kick cocaine, and for her it is what it is, she maintains a sense of humor about it and probably like most overweight people she goes in and out of trying to fight the battle of conquering her body. Right now she is in the fight and moving everyday will have it’s pay off. No worries Kiristie, I say we all vote for her so that she stays on and has a better chance of getting super fit so she can go on the George Lopez show and give him what for!!

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Stop the damned maddness :Millepied,Defends Her ‘Black Swan’ Dancing –


Check this crap out:
Natalie Portman won an Academy Award for her portrayal of a tortured dancer in “Black Swan,” but some have called her dancing integrity into question. Benjamin Millepied, Portman’s “Black Swan” dance partner and choreographer (not to mention her fiance and the father of her future child), swears that’s all nonsense.

Millepied is featured in a new Los Angeles Times article that focuses on both his career in dance and his relationship with Portman. The French-born former dance prodigy personally instructed Portman in her film dancing and even wrote her routine. The accusations are baseless, he says.

“It was so believable, it was fantastic, that beautiful movement quality,” he told the paper. “There are articles now talking about her dance double that are making it sound like [Sarah Lane, her body double] did a lot of the work, but really, she just did the footwork, and the fouettés, and one diagonal [phrase] in the studio. Honestly, 85% of that movie is Natalie.”
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STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOP!!!! you just sound ridiculous.

Ok I know you’re in love, and getting married and having a baby, but damnit, stop this maddness, she already won the damned Oscar!!! Benjamin , and I don’t know him but I am speaking to him, we all know that she had a body double, we all know that ABT’s Sarah Lane was doing all the “real” dancing first because I don’t care how talented you are one year of intensive training is not getting that daning done I don’t care if you were one of the Children of Theater Street.

we also know because there is a special effect video out that shows how they replaced Sarah Lane’s head, with Portman’s in ther very diaganal and the fouettés- If Portman was that proficiant why use Sarah at all? shame on you

OMG!! they reedited the video that was on Youtube that had Sarah Lanes face being replaced!! The video was taken down and I went to replace it and this version was there, without the scenes!!!! this is ridiculous!!

Jordan Sparks- has a slimmer frame

I wonder if Jennifer hudson looking so phenomenal has anything to do with so many women (sister especially) gettin into better shape. I couldn’t find the deets on how she did it, but she looks great, I hope she is healthy and happy.

Here is Jordan Before,

and look at her now (I love how she’s giving the over the shoulder booty shot, that means she feels like she looks good!)

Elizabeth Taylor Dies- Farwell to a great Beauty

Elizabeth Taylor was an undeniable beauty, I always say “When I was young if I had known who Elizabeth Taylor was, I would have thought my own mother to be as beautiful as she…” She was a striking woman with Violet eays and alabaster skin, and that body, whoa, who could evver made a white slip look so good? The thing I find so interesting is that through the years (much like many of the great beauties of her time- Marilyn come to mind) her weight fluctuated, and noticably so, but seemed to do little to her level of appeal. Today let a starlet try that she would be publicly castigated, and pictures of her in all sorts of disarray would be fodder for gossip sites. It brings to mind that first eposide of All about Aubrey, where she seemed fine with her weight out side of the “business” context but everyone just kept harping on it. Women in the public eye are under such pressure to be thin and remain thin, that the most natural and beautiful moment of their lives, becoming mothers, is spent under the impending doom of not being able to drop the baby weight fast enough. It’s insane ans unfair. So in this time of mouring let us take a look at an eternal beauty now gone, in all of her shapes, sizes, and ages, and honor them all, and in doing so perhaps we will create a space to do the same for ourselves. Elizabeth, you will always be our Maggie, our Cleo, and our White Diamond. Rest gracefully in peace.


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Males and Body Image Issues

By Michael Feldman
Reprinted from Eating Disorders Recovery Today
Summer 2007 Volume 5, Number 3
©2007 Gürze Books

“My name is Michael Feldman and for many years I suffered from an eating disorder as well as muscle dysmorphia.” Most men would have a hard time uttering that sentence because preoccupations with eating disorders and body image issues are a taboo subject for men. It is a long-standing falsehood that preoccupations with appearance, eating disorders, and societal pressures from the media are thought to be wholly a “female problem.” Yet it is estimated that 10-25 percent of people with eating disorders in this country are male.

I feel that men are currently in a place with body image and eating disorders that women were 30 years ago. Back then, women suffered in secret and the disorders were grossly misunderstood. Unfortunately, over the past several years men have been experiencing the same pressures from the constant bombardment of images of the ideal male, yet the problem is not openly discussed. Also, men are not expected to care so much about their appearance and eating disorders carry a feminine stigma. Consequently, many males suffer in secret.

Muscle Dysmorphia
In 2005, I began touring a solo show about these issues called MuscleBound, which is a multimedia, multidisciplinary performance blended with an original film documentary. I interviewed over 30 men from all walks of life—guys who have had eating disorders, guys who have tried steroids once or for many years, and guys who just go to the gym on a regular basis. After being interviewed, many of them commented to me, “So I’m the only one who said all that, right?” They were all embarrassed and ashamed because they felt like they were alone.

One of the most important topics I focus in on with my show is muscle dysmorphia (also known colloquially as “reverse anorexia” or “bigorexia”), where muscular men feel too small and exercise obsessively to gain girth despite the fact that they are actually large. Today, more and more young men and even boys are turning to steroids and supplements in an effort to gain not only the edge in a sporting competition, but also to gain the societal standard of the “perfect male” body: broad shoulders, ripped chest, big arms, and six-pack abdominals.

I suffered from anorexia and compulsive overeating in high school, which then turned into an obsession with the gym. In the latter stages, I didn’t think I had a problem because I never saw any description of my symptoms. I wasn’t starving myself and I wasn’t throwing up. All I was doing was going to the gym on a strict schedule, often to the point of not hanging out with friends and even ignoring religious holidays. I remember one year getting into a huge fight with my parents when I refused to go to synagogue on a major Jewish holiday because I needed to exercise.

When I first came across the term muscle dysmorphia, I was terrified. Not just because I now recognized the problem and fit the symptoms but because I could not believe that it had a name. I am sure that many men have the same problem, but do not come forward.

Top 10 Signs of Body Image Issues in a Male*
Refusal to go out with friends if he hasn’t been to the gym.
Refusal to eat certain foods if he hasn’t been to the gym, or feeling bad when he eats certain foods.
Constantly commenting that he needs to go to the gym more when eating certain foods.
He puts the gym before work school or relationships. Also, he feels anxious if he misses a workout even if he’s injured or ill.
He treats his significant other like she or he comes second (possibly even third) to working out and eating right.
He works out constantly but refuses to take off his shirt in front of other people, or he only wears baggy shirts because he feels small and doesn’t want anyone to see his body. Also, he feels “small” or “puny,” while he actually has a larger than average physique.
He eats mostly protein bars, supplements, and shakes. Also, he is more prone to steroid or supplement abuse.
Refusal to go out to eat because he’s not sure if the restaurant will have anything healthy.
Refusal to go on vacation or travel, because he’s not sure if he’ll have a gym on the road.
The only time he eats certain foods (i.e., cake, chips, etc.) is when he is alone.
* Note that women can also display almost of these traits.

A Difficult Diagnosis
I didn’t admit I had an eating disorder or even realized I had one. I always thought eating disorders were for women and I was just very disciplined with what I ate. At the height of when I wanted to bulk up and get stronger, I needed to eat a 300-calorie meal every three hours. I passed up a better role in a high school play so that I could be backstage most of the time and sneak a quick bite to eat when it was time for my meal. I tried throwing up on several occasions but never could, and so I would tell myself I wasn’t bulimic. I stopped eating during the day, but I still ate at night, so I would tell myself I wasn’t anorexic. And when I wanted to bulk up so much that I resorted to strict, intense eating patterns and countless food supplements, I justified the behavior by believing I was just taking good care of myself.

Muscle dysmorphia is very hard to diagnose because it appears that the person is “just being healthy.” But putting the gym before everything else is not healthy. I used to go to the gym every single day, 5:30 a.m. before school started. People often complimented me: “You’re really disciplined!” or “That’s so great that you’re so diligent and healthy.” These comments reinforced my behavior because I would often think, Well, if I stop going to the gym at 5:30 a.m., people will think I’m not disciplined.

There is a double standard in our society. In high school I had friends that were women and they would exhibit the same behaviors that I would engage in: obsessing over food and working out as well as disordered eating patterns. A lot of people would tell them that they had a problem. But, because I was a guy, many people would tell me that I was healthy and really disciplined. Again, these types of comments just fueled my gym addiction. This makes it clear that complementing the behavior is unhelpful and even dangerous.

Finding My Passion
Today I feel healthier than ever with my body. Working on my show the past two years has been incredibly healing and has taught me so much. Most of all it has taught me to accept who I am, and that I wasn’t alone in my struggle. Dr. Ira Sacker, author of Dying to be Thin, believes that to truly heal, you must find your passion, and fill the void left after the disorder is taken away with that passion. For me, writing and performing is my passion, and bringing my message to young men and women has been the ultimate reward.

The more we can talk openly about these conditions, the more we can raise awareness. Two books I highly recommend include The Adonis Complex by Harrison Pope, and Making Weight by Arnold Andersen, Leigh Cohn, and Thomas Holbrook.

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About the Author
Michael Feldman was born and raised in New York City and currently lives and works out of Los Angeles. For more information please visit www.IAmFeldman.com.

Advice for young vegetarians/vegans

Jessica Danser Schwarz is a friend and colleague of mine and I think this essay she wrote is very timely and informative. I know that there are people who choose vegetarianism various reasons, some social, political, some for health and some with the idea that it might change their bodies both inside and out. All of those reasons are fine but just jumping into it without a clear idea and knowledge of how to replace what you are removing from your diet is not a good idea, so if you ever thought about becoming a veg-head, or you are a veg-head I suggest that you check this out!!! Have a carrot and enjoy!


Jessica Danser Schwarz, a native New Yorker, is a choreographer, dance teacher, and dancer, on the faculty of the Ailey School as well as multiple other dance institutions. She is the Artistic Director of Jessica Danser/dansfolk,Mrs. Danser Schwarz is deeply interested in food justice, social justice, sustainability, socialism, atheism, veganism, nutrition, and radical politics, whether through research, writing, volunteer work, home experiments, or relentless facebook ranting.

by Jessica Danser-Schwarz

I have decided to write this essay as a response to bountiful questions I have received from my dance students regarding nutrition in the past few years, questions which ran the gamut from “I want to be a vegetarian but don’t know how to convince my parents it’s healthy” to “I don’t like eating animal products but all I can figure out to eat for protein is tofu” to “If you’re a vegetarian, what do you eat?” Often I direct these students to consult the classic vegetarian bible “Diet for a Small Planet,” but that book, while deeply informative, focuses predominantly on the socio-political/ecological reasons to become vegetarian, and due to its sheer length might be overwhelming for a beginner. Thus, this essay is meant to be a condensed version of information I have gleaned over years of personal research, with citations where possible, from sources such as the aforementioned as well as nutritional pioneer Adele Davis, food writer Michael Pollan, and numerous documentaries and internet sources. While I do not purport to be a nutritional expert I am hoping that the following information will be useful in guiding young people towards making their own sound nutritional choices with the assistance of their parents, whether vegetarians or not.

What To Eat

Two predominant problems I see befall young vegetarians are either an excessive reliance on one or two particular foods or an excessive consumption of processed foods. One of the wonderful aspects of a vegetarian diet is in fact its potential for variety: “There are basically 5 different kinds of meat and poultry, but 40 to 50 kinds of commonly eaten vegetables, 24 kinds of peas, beans, and lentils, 20 fruits, 12 nuts, and 9 grains… Though your average American restaurant would give you no clue to this fact.” (Lappe) The more variety in ones diet, the more nutrients one is consuming, and ideally one should be consuming only fresh, unprocessed foods. If you are going to eat a prepackaged food, and I don’t deny this is sometimes a necessity (few people have time to bake their own bread or crackers, for example) read the labels and try to avoid chemicals (long names you can’t pronounce or mysterious abbreviations like BHT or MSG), high fructose corn syrup, or refined grains: look for 100% whole wheat and understand that the word “wheat” without the word “whole” means “white.” “Enriched” is another misleading term meaning that the natural nutrients have been removed from the grain and a less complete number of synthetic nutrients have been put back in.

The grain thing is really tricky and really important because so many grains are refined in commercial American foods and the nutritional value lost when a grain is refined is huge. “Now that our breadstuffs are refined, no food rich in the B vitamins is ordinarily eaten daily. In fact, there are only four good sources of these vitamins: liver, brewer’s yeast, wheat germ [what is removed from the wheat to make white bread including breads like French and Semolina], and rice polish [what is removed from brown rice to make white rice]… The B vitamins appear to be equally needed by every cell in the body.” (Davis) Thus, a grain-rich vegetarian diet can be quite healthful if the grains consumed are whole and thus contain valuable vitamins and nutrients, additionally the high fiber content in these whole grains aid digestion and in my opinion, dispel the myth that one must “reduce carbs” to be at an optimum weight– if the statement were “reduce REFINED carbs including sugar” it would be more accurate. If you eat sweets aside from fruits, at least go for sweets which do not have tons of chemicals and additives and keep them to a minimum. One of the good things for me about becoming a vegan was that it reduced how often I was able to say, “oh I’ll just grab this sugary danish for breakfast.” Since most pastries contain eggs and butter, I found myself making healthier choices.

Good choices include whole wheat, brown or wild rice, bulgur wheat, bran, barley, buckwheat, quinoa, spelt, oats, whole wheat pasta, rye, and foods such as bread, cereal and crackers made up of these grains, along with a variety of fresh fruits and vegetables, legumes such as beans, peas, peanuts, and lentils, nuts and seeds, and healthy fats such as olive oil, walnut oil, coconut oil. Which brings us to topic number two…

Complete Proteins

What makes a food a protein is the amino acids it contains. There are 8 essential amino acids which must be present in a food we eat for protein for it to be considered “complete,” because those particular amino acids are ones our bodies cannot make themselves. Most plant foods do not contain all 8 amino acids, but they contain some, and the trick for vegetarians and especially for vegans is to combine foods which balance out each other’s protein deficiencies, aka “complementary proteins.” Without going into deep scientific detail (which “Diet for a Small Planet” does if the reader wants a deeper look), here is a simple and easy-to-remember chart:

Whole grain + legume= complete protein (i.e. rice and beans or a peanut butter sandwich)

Legume + seeds= complete protein (i.e. hummus if you make it yourself using chickpeas and tahini which is from sesame seeds, commercial hummus has so little tahini its protein content is nil, or a trail mix with peanuts and sunflower seeds, or a salad with beans and sunflower or pumpkin seeds)

Whole grain+ milk product= complete protein (milk and cheese actually are not complete proteins on their own)

Egg= complete protein on its own

So, even if you are a strict vegan it is possible to eat a variety of protein-rich meals provided you remember the grain-legume and legume-seed paradigm and try to include it in each meal and snack.

There are a few sources of single vegetable proteins containing all 8 essential amino acids, but their chemical balance of these amino acids is slightly different in proportions to animal proteins, nevertheless they should be considered. They are: soy (more on soy in a moment), quinoa, buckwheat (kasha), amaranth, and hemp (that I know of– might be a few more out there.) Quinoa, buckwheat, and amaranth can all be used in place of rice for an extra boost of protein, and I use hemp milk as a milk substitute.

Regarding soy, while it is indeed high in protein and has been found to have many other positive effects on health, I feel I have to put a disclaimer on soy A. because it is often eaten in excess, especially by vegetarians/vegans, and B. because there is a lot of controversy around whether or not excessive soy consumption can be harmful. So about soy, I will say this: I think a good rule of thumb if you want to eat soy is to use it as your protein source no more than a few times a week (to ensure your diet has variety), and to stick to basic soy foods such as tofu and tempeh and avoid the wide variety of highly processed soy “meat substitutes” which are out there, except as an occasional treat. These processed soy foods are often also extremely high in sodium.

A quick note about nuts: the peanut is a legume, not a nut, and so falls fits into the legume+grain or seed paradigm. Other nuts are fine to eat and do contain some protein, but not an adequate amount to be focused on as a primary protein source (same deal with almond or cashew butter, almond milk, etc.) I did however find that when I went from vegetarian to vegan I lost a lot of weight due to eliminating milkfat, and eating nuts, which are rich in healthy fats, was helpful in maintaining my weight and energy level. It is important to have adequate fat in one’s diet for proper absorption of fat-soluble vitamins and minerals.

Supplements and Brands to Consider

Vitamin B-12 is difficult to obtain whether you are a vegetarian or not, unless you happen to frequently eat liver, so a good supplement to increase your B-12 is either nutritional yeast (a powdered supplement which I put in smoothies and soups and don’t mind the taste of—kind of nutty) or brewer’s yeast (which I think tastes terrible but I know people who like it.) An iron deficiency is another potential concern for vegans, and iron can be easy increased by using blackstrap molasses as a sweetener (I put a bit on my breakfast cereal and use it in baking) and by eating dried fruits, particularly dates and dried apricots. If you are eating dairy then your calcium intake is probably fine, but if you aren’t I have found that most milk substitutes such as soy milk, almond milk, rice milk, or hemp milk have been enriched with both calcium and Vitamin D so that their quantities match that of milk (don’t forget that almond and rice milk are NOT protein sources, but can be drunk anyway as a source of vitamins.)

I recommend the Ezekiel brand bread and cereal, as these products contain combinations of grains and legumes rather than just grains, making them complete proteins, and have no additives. For vegans looking for a butter substitute the Earth Balance brand does NOT contain hydrogenated oils (which are TERRIBLE FOR YOU—don’t eat margarine!!) and is all natural, you can even sometimes get a soy-free variety. For cooking I generally just use olive oil in place of animal fats. If you want to try hemp milk Pacific Natural Foods brand has the highest protein content. All these things can be obtained in a lot of health food stores and probably Whole Foods, and often a small health food store will be willing to special-order something if you ask them.

I hope this information can be helpful to vegetarians, vegans, and omnivores alike, and will inspire YOU to do more research on your food choices. A simple Wikipedia search can be extremely informative, and I have cited my two sources for this paper below. Both authors have written numerous books which are easy, enjoyable reads, and which I highly recommend to anyone interested in food and nutrition.

Let’s Eat Right to Keep Fit by Adele Davis (Published 1954)

Diet for a Small Planet by Frances Moore Lappe (Published 1971)

In Defense of Food by Michael Pollan (Published 2007) is another book which may be of interest although it is less specific about food choices and less geared towards vegetarians

Rihanna Tells Vogue “I Feel Sexy”

I love what she has to say and it’s great to hear it coming from such a young woman. I find it ironic but hopefully a sign for the better that vogue is talking about the “body” issue as it is one of the chief fashion magazines that promotes super thin models in the editorial layouts. I wonder if they will come from the angel of “Regular” women or we “Mere” mortal women can love our bodies as they are but if your a model don’t even think about it- be thin our be unbookable. What do you think?

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WHAT is going on with Leanne Rimes?


“This is quite disturbing­, she actually started to “Transform­” even before they announced their engagement­. She had lost a great deal of weight (no where near the amount she has lost at present ) and had her breasts done. She looked thinner than normal when they went to Mexico to celebrate their engagement but not sickly. the picture that surfaced today are a bit frightenin­g…I hope it is just pre-weddin­g stress and that she will restore herself after the wedding.
There are rumors that she is slimming down for television what is she trying to be invisible? check out this clip.