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Theresa Ruth Howard Dancer/Writer/Teacher Theresa Ruth Howard began her professional dance career with the Philadelphia Civic Ballet Company at the age of twelve. Later she joined the Dance Theatre of Harlem where she had the opportunity to travel extensively throughout the United States, Europe and Africa. She has worked with choreographer Donald Byrd as a soloist in his staging of New York City Opera's Carmina Burana, his critically acclaimed Harlem Nutcracker, as well as the controversial domestic violence work The Beast. She was invited to be a guest artist with Complexions: A Concept in their 10th anniversary season. In 2004 she became a founding member of Armitage Gone! Dance. As a writer Ms. Howard has contributed to Russell Simmons’ One World magazine (art), and The Source (social politics), as well as Pointe and Dance Magazine. While teaching in Italy for the International Dance Association she was asked to become a contributor for the premiere Italian dance magazine Expressions. Her engaging, no nonsense writing style caught the eye of both the readers of Dance Magazine and its Editor in Chief who not only made her a contributing editor and has collaborated with Ms. Howard in See and Say Web-reviews. Her articles about body image prompted her to develop a workshop for young adult (dancers and non-dancers) My Body My Image that addresses their perceptions both positive and negative about their bodies and endeavoring to bring them closer to a place of Acceptance and Appreciation. She recently launched a blog by the same name to reach a broader audience (mybodymyimage.com) As a teacher Ms. Howard has been an Artist in Residence at Hollins University in and New Haven University in addition to teaching at Sarah Lawrence College, Marymount, Shenandoah, and Radford Universities, and the historical American Dance Festival. As a result of her work at ADF Ms. Howard was invited to Sochi, Russia to adjudicate the arts competition Expectations of Europe and teach master classes, and in Burundi, Africa where she coached and taught the Burundi Dance Company. Currently she on faculty at The Ailey School but also extensively throughout Italy and Canada. Ms. Howard's belief in the development, and nurturing of children lead her to work with at risk youth. At the Jacob Riis Settlement House in Queensbridge New York, she founded S.I.S.T.A (Socially Intelligent Sisters Taking Action) a mentoring program for teen-age girls where she worked to empower them to become the creators of their destinies. In addition she developed a dance program, which lead to an exchange with the Dance Theatre of Harlem. Through her teaching and travels Ms. Howard began to observe a universal disenchantment and disconnection in teenagers that disturbed her, thus she set out to address it. Combining her philosophies of life and teaching, with the skills she garnered through outreach programs with diverse communities, she developed the personal development workshop Principles of Engagement: Connecting Youth to the Infinite Possibilities Within which gives teens a set of workable tools to increase their levels of success at tasks, and goals not only in dance, and all aspect of their lives. Theresa Ruth Howard is certainly diverse and multifaceted as an artist, and is moved to both write and create work; however she sees every student she encounters as a work in progress, and the potential to change the world one person at a time. The only was to make this world a better place it to be better people in it!

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Film examines touchy intraracial biases based on skin tone


In May I posted about Bill Dukes documentary about African American women and the color bias that effects them. Recently this article about the movie was sent to me, I am putting up because I don’t want to forget that this is coming out, so it’s a reminder for myself as much as for you all. I have included the Trailer as well.

By Wendi C. Thomas
Around the time she reached junior high, Brooke Sarden noticed that remarks made by neighborhood kids took on a different shade.

The pretty girls were described as light-skinned, with long hair — and the observations were made as a compliment.

But kids who were the object of derision? “If they wanted to insult someone, it was ‘Charcoal.'”

In the decades since, Sarden, whose brown skin is neutral — she was neither praised as pretty nor teased for being dark — has placed that word in the larger cultural context of intraracial prejudice against darker-skinned black people, particularly women, in favor of those with fairer skin.

The subject makes for a treacherous, often painful minefield that an upcoming documentary plumbs.

“Dark Girls” is scheduled to premiere in October at the International Black Film Festival in Nashville.

A powerful 10-minute trailer from the film has made its way around Facebook, prompting a recent examination of this discrimination among black people by black people.

In the clip, a series of dark-skinned black women, some in tears, recount how they were made to feel that their skin was less than ideal by relatives, friends and romantic partners.

“I can remember being in the bath tub, asking my mom to put bleach in the water so that my skin would be lighter and so that I could escape the feelings that I had about not being as beautiful, as acceptable, as lovable,” said one woman.

Said another woman of her view of her skin as a child: “I thought it was dirt, and I tried to clean it off, but it wouldn’t come off.”

The tension dates back to slavery, when lighter-skinned enslaved people, products of the slave master’s wandering or raping, were assigned comparatively cushy jobs in the master’s house, and those who were dark-skinned were relegated to the fields.

Black people picked up where slavery left off, using paper bags as the color litmus test or searching for blue veins under tinted skin. Even today, the ears of black newborns get extra scrutiny, as they are rumored to match what the child’s skin color will be when she or he grows up.

In 1988, Spike Lee’s film “School Daze,” in which the light-skinned “Wannabes” were pitted against the dark-skinned “Jigaboos,” propelled the topic into popular culture.

Even rap music, like Young Money’s “Every Girl In The World,” declares a preference for fair-skinned black women: “I like a long-haired, thick red bone.”

Perhaps cultural influences like these are behind the heartbreaking segment in “Dark Girls” in which a dark-skinned girl, about 5, sits in front of a poster board with five shaded drawings of girls, from light to dark.

Asked to choose the ugly child, she picks the darkest one. “Why is she the ugly child?” the interviewer asked. “Because she’s black,” the girl replied. Asked to pick the smart girl, she picks the palest one. Why? “Because she’s light-skinned.”
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Here is the Trailer

Body Hero Fluvia on: Being Brazilian

“In Brazil, just by walking down the streets of various cities, you’ll see the majority of women do not look like Gisele Bundchen or Adriana Lima! Most women clearly wear sizes between 10 -18. It’s a huge physiological denial! They don’t want to be that way because the media portraits it to be wrong, ugly and unacceptable.

Society in Brazil makes you feel like wearing a size 16 jeans is a national crime. Most women have known nothing but negative criticism throughout their entire lives, from parents, school friends and even work colleagues. It’s the innocent suggestions of a new diet to a mentioning a new high tech plastic surgery procedure. Therefore they have yet to comprehend the meaning of being happy with yourself, regardless of your size. Fluvia Lacerda

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Body Hero: Fluvia Lacerda On the Beach….

“…Now, I’m not saying go out there and try to be comfortable wearing a bathing suit, to each it’s own. But what I am saying is that you shouldn’t let life pass by without enjoying the things you particularly want because of your size and because eyes might be staring. Who cares?!!??!?!!! No one is paying your rent girlfriend, so go on, live the life you want.

So there you have it, I’m that fat chick wearing bikinis at the beach and seriously happy about it. Perhaps because New York City winters have made me realize how awful I look on that pale yellow skin tone but probably and most likely because I’m aware that if I’m not happy under my own skin, no one else will be for me.”Read more of Fluvia on her blog I’m on My Way

Excerpt from her Summertime :Letting it all Hang Out Without Hang Ups

Fitting into the Latest Styles

 

I am so pleased to present our Summer intern, Makeda Roney’s first column post. I was very excited to hear her perspective as a teenager and as a dancer. I did not give her a topic instead encouraged her to write about what she felt, what was on her mind, what excited, worried or irritated her. So her she is asking a question that women and men alike ask themselves at the turning of every season, “How do I wear that?” Without further ado I give you Ms. Makeda Roney!

 

 

Fashion and style is one of my secret obsessions (I guess it’s not a secret anymore). I love looking for or buying clothes and shoes online. I also like looking at fashion magazines and fashion TV shows like “What not to wear” on TLC because I like to see what the media has to say about the Latest Fashion trends. The other day I was surfing Teen Vogue’s website and came upon their “Ultimate summer style” column. They had nice ideas and really cute summer clothing that I would love to buy, like different patterned denim shorts, summer dresses, bikini’s and sunglasses,

 

but as I continued to look it got my “thinking box” (aka my brain) going. “What if people have a totally different style? Do they have “ultimate summer style” too? Or is there only one way to look “good?” These fashion magazines show us what they consider is the way to dress, which can be helpful, but what about those of us out there who have different tastes? Or what if what they suggest doesn’t look good on us?

The “Ultimate Summer Style” section on Teen Vogue’s website, also made me think about how many different body types there are, yet fashion feature styles that onlylook good on one type of body; skinny and no curves. What about the rest of us? What about those out there that have all the lovely curves? Why can’t they tell me what latest fashion would look good on me and make me feel good?

Personally I am thin but I have curves and there are some suggested looks that I look really nice in and feel good in but there are many that I try and they just don’t fit right since I am not tall and long. That makes me feel annoyed because I would really like to wear some of those things, but I feel like I wouldn’t look nice in it. So I always end up creating my own look that fits my body type but still is fashionable so it’s my own look.

I like having my own style, but I do have to say that fashion magazines and the style trends from my generation greatly influences how I dress. If there is a style that is not “in”, I probably wouldn’t wear it j because I would feel weird walking around in something nobody wears. I sometimes find myself on the train looking at people and making comments in my head on what each person is wearing. Usually the people that I consider who look “bad” are the people who have a “different” style unlike the trends in fashion magazines or a different way of putting their looks together that I’m not used to because its not “in”. Now, I know that if I am thinking this way, there are probably many people out there thinking the same way about me. Which takes me back to the thinking box: “Are some people pressured to have to dress the way the media tells us to? What if they don’t want to dress that way? Then do they get penalized for having a different style? What happens to their self-esteem? Self-confidence?”

The fashion world has their idea of how everybody should dress and look, which is great, but we are the people buying the clothes. We should find a way to feel good about who we are and what we choose to wear and not be worried about whether we fit into the fads. When I dress, I don’t worry about what is in style. I just worry about what makes me feel good and what looks good on my body. As I said before, the “in style trends” definitely influence how I dress, however I take those trends and fit them into my style, so that I feel good about myself, how I look and my body. Maybe we should consider that the fashion world and media’s idea is only *one idea out of many it’s not the be all end all. Maybe we should open our minds past “Experts” and appreciate l that people who don’t fit into the ideal can look good, and have style and feel great about themselves. I am saying “maybe” because these are only my thoughts and I am not sure if it’s way to go or the key to the solution. I’m just saying, It’s just something to think about.

MR

 

 

Fluvia Lacerda is our Body Hero Of the week!

There are a plethora of women in the spotlight these days that are (whether be it their intention or not) are held up by the media and their fans as Role Models, the criteria of which as atrophied from the already sketchy realm of being an actress, singer, model to being a celebutante, having a reality show, a sex tape or having dated a celebrity. It’s slippery slope and most of us are wearing heels. It pains to see that women are seldom awarded for being intelligent or having brilliant minds and if they are you will no doubt see them celebrated on a magazine cover barely clothed wearing “nerd glasses” and reading a book. Seriously. The commercialization of the female body in the media makes it almost impossible to make an impact without stripping down. Perhaps that is why the more successful women get the thinner they become. As their brand gets bigger they get smaller, shrinking, almost disappearing in a sense. Since My body My Image is about re-defining the concepts of beauty and our perceptions of our Selves, I thought it might be good to start putting forward women who we as females both (young and more mature (wink wink) can look to as inspirations, not just for their looks, but for the way they relate to their bodies, the way they perceive themselves or the edicts beauty that govern us all. Perhaps it could be their personal philosophy, for either standing up to, not accepting or managing the space they hold within that spectrum. Our inaugural Body Hero of the week is …..Drumroll

Fluvia Lacerda


Applause Applause Applause!!!

When I learned about Brazilian beauty Fluvia Lacerda I thought that she was fabulous simply based on her photos. It was a post on the Frisky informing us that she had named the Best Plus Commercial Print Model of the Year by Full Figure Fashion Week. But it was when I read her blog post that exclaimed

My body is not meant to be HIDDEN. Deal with it.

The tone of that piece is very much the “And let me tell you another thing” It is a total MUST read! but here is just one of the parts I appreciated:

What I really want and enjoy is shopping for clothes that look good on the body I have. Although it might sound astonishing for some, looking GOOD doesn’t necessarily equate to looking THIN/SMALLER to a lot of us plus sized women. Curves aren’t an embarrassment that we need to wear pieces to diguise’ em or use accessories to divert peoples attention from noticing my wide hips. They are there and I find no reason to disguise them (I probably wouldn’t be able to even if I tried, LOL).

how’s that for Appreciation, Acceptance and Respect! And that’s one of the reasons she is our Body Hero of the week. ’cause that’s how we roll!

In another blog post entitled

Summer time: letting all hang out without the hang ups

She talks about her love of heat, the beach and yes the 2 piece bathing suit, and has no qualms about flaunting her size 18 figure. She imparts such great advice to all women small, large, and everything in between. She encourages women to go for it and not to get hung up in their hang ups! Here she tells readers how going for it – and not being worried about what others thought of her paid off for her:

If I had limited myself to do the things I’ve always wanted due to other’s opinion in regards of my body size, I would have not achieved most things I have in my life so far.  And to me that’s just absurd, senseless and flat out unacceptable. Mind you I had a pretty hefty list of things I would not achieve according to others rules. And without even trying, I’ve far surpassed that list.

FABULOUS FLUVIA YOU ARE A BODY HERO!

Reflections of the Week!

Meet Fluvia Lacerna the plus sized Print model of the year

Meet MBMI’s Summer Intern Makeda Roney!!!

Shedding: Is your stress induced weight loss trying to tell you something- Jessica Danser Shwartz

Heidi Montag: Working out 14 hours an day? can you DO that?

Respect in Retrospect: Catherine Cabeen

Kim Kardashian’s butt is REAL!

Nikki Minaj’s fake backs! pics

Is 6 years old too young to be worried about getting fat?

In Breaking News: Kim Kardashian’s Butt is real Yawn…


Ok so Kimmie K has pulled a Tyra and x-rayed her butt to prove that she doesn’t have implants. Well ok so we can all sleep better at night knowing that Bin Laden is dead and Kim’s butt is real.

Here is where I stand:
I have to say that Kim and Khloe have helped to create a new space for curvy women to be looked at and considered sexy (in marketing- ’cause we know that in the real world the badunkadunk is truly an asset) what troubles me about Kim is the amount of work on her face that she has had done at such a young age. I can see a nose job ok you don’t like your nose, but using fillers when there is nothing to fill yet (smile lines not lips) or botox before you wrinkle I think that it speaks to a level of obsession. Even though she is a highly accomplished business woman, somewhere she thinks that all she is – is her body (in my opinion – for The Good Wife fans!)
Let’s re-track:
Remember when her sex tape came out and she had to rebuild her image, but Momanger Kris booked her to do Playboy naked…Then the whole time she whined about not wanting to be seen “that way” as she stripped down hung copious strings of pearls around her neck and bit them between her teeth. She kept saying that she was more than her body and wanted to be known for more than that yet she never opted for the cover of Business Woman Today, she was always ass out on somebody’s cover. Once again she chanted her mantra of “I don’t want to be just a body” then posed nude,for the cover of W Magazine, then cried saying “Oh My God I can’t believe this happened again” What is she taking her clothes off while having a black out? It happened again because you did it again, you can’t play victim when you signed a contract to collect check.

I write this to say that where I do think that Kim and her mother Kris are incredible business women, they might have dug their souls a hole. Making your living so intensely from ones looks is not in and of itself is not a bad thing, but when you become a slave to it – that is. When you are afraid to age before you actually are, when you start preventative measures that leave you looking like your own wax figure in Madame Tussaud’s museum, when everything hinges on the physical, so much so that your scruples and morals are clouded, blurred or compromised, When every and any aspect of your life is show and tell, and on sale. When you have to be on in any and all public moments it can take a toll. Everyone fades, all great beauties have their heyday it’s a natural cycle. The ones who can go quietly into the “night” fair much better (physically and psychologically) than those who go kicking and injecting- I mean screaming. Kim I’m glad you booty is authentic, my question is how deep does that authenticity go- and I’m not talking about anything that an x-ray or MRI can catch… You are enough just the way you are.

As an Example- I give you
71 year old actress and still great beauty she was one of the ’70 it girls, fashion and beauty icon- she was a Kim..

Ali Mcgraw!! checkout her Oprah Show appearance, where she talks about self obsession…

My body is not meant to be HIDDEN. Deal with it.~Fluvia Lacerda


You may not know her but Fluvia Lacerda was named Best Plus Commercial Print Model of the Year by Full Figure Fashion Week.

“The fact that I won this award is a major deal and I’m very passionate about my work, mostly because I feel that I represent the body image of many women,” said Lacerda. “I’m not only a healthy woman, but one who wears a size 18 and am confident about it.” ~The Frisky

The Zaftig model with Measurements of: 43-35-48” / 109-89-122 cm. has got it going on and not beacuse she is beautiful but because she reps hard for her set. Here is an excerpt from her blog where she sets the record straight about “skinny jeans”. One of the things that comes across is the fact that she is not only comfortable but confident about in and about her body, and can articulate it.

Fluvia~in her own words…
I’m your typical fiery Leo and as one I suppose a rant would be the ultimate motivator to drag me back to my blog. So bare with me on this rant.

Lucky Magazine big #fail this month. On page 44 the headline for “DEWDROP” also known as “most of us, women with curves” states: ” Your curvy butt and thighs can make skinny jeans a drag. Instead, choose hip-skimming dresses and flashy necklaces that draw the eyes up”.

Now, I personally have an issue with this whole “slimming” claims, primarily because I find it offensively FALSE, insulting to my intelligence and also… well, lets get to the rest of the whys:

1– I’m a BIG chick, with big curves and that’s that. If you intend to feature a fashion story to curvy plus size women do it right, understand the target you’re aiming to, don’t just slap some half assed quality story for the sake of just doing it. We’re no longer willing or wanting to wear baggy clothes (no, really!), which means we don’t have issues with been FAT like past generations did (you do know that plus size consumers are fat right? No, you’re not selling to sizes 8, 10, sorry to burst your bubble…). Curvy plus sized women today KNOW that they can look elegant, cute or sexy, we have finally learned to be happy with ourselves, for real! We actually like flaunting our curves, this hiding business is OLD, boring and annoying.

2–Clothes won’t magically make me look as if I’m 4 sizes smaller, that’s just a fact. I don’t know how many times I have said that out loud. In front of cameras. To designers. At events. At photo shoots. Yes, I won’t shut up about it, get it together people, seriously!! Sadly I see that some still perceive women to be 1– too dumb to buy these tag lines or 2– so blindly obsessed with looking thin that any of those key words will make them run to the shop and buy those clothes? Hmm, yeah, might be the combo of both… not me though, thanks.

You KNOW you want to read the rest so get the rest after the jump!

I think she just may be the Body Hero of the week

Vogue Editors Chatting? What’s THAT Convo about?

Vogue Editors Anna Wintour (American) and Franca Sozzani (Italia) What do you think that conversation is about?

Anna Wintour “That was a nice stunt you pulled, putting chubsters on your cover. Were you trying to encourage women to eat! You’re Pazza! but I hope you’re happy, you single handedly unraveled the fashion industry, if models get fleshy, it’s the end of fashion as known to modern man”

The Price of Louboutins- outrageous
The Price of the look on Franca Sozzani’s face- PRICELESS

Read Franca Sozzani’s Blog post to see what they are really talking about

Meet Makeda …In Her Words

My Name is Makeda N’wabunkozi Marguerose Roney;

My Name is Makeda N’wabunkozi Marguerose Roney;
I am 16 years old and live in Harlem, New York. I began my dance training when I was 6 years at Dance Theatre Of Harlem. At 14 years old, I made the decision to go to boarding school for dance and attended the Walnut Hill School in 2009 . I enjoyed the school, but it wasn’t for me. So this year I began home schooling. Presently, I am a homeschool student and am on full Fellowship at The Ailey School.

Basically I am a pretty normal teen-ager, I love eating food, going on facebook , taking bikram yoga and having fun at the beach. I also have issues with my body, with injuries as well as image. For the past 2 years I have been getting constant injuries that has been pulling me back in my dance career. I had stress fractures in both of my second metatarsals (the second toe), groin strains, calf strains and I am just now slowly overcoming a back strain after not dancing for 2 months. I am a dancer so no matter how much I try to avoid it, body image will always be one of my main concerns because it has to look a certain way, and do certain things but I am also a teenager so there is pressure there are well. As a female dancer body image is always a concern. As I got older (and started filling out more) my body started to become an obsession. It was always the main thing on my mind and I couldn’t enjoy my life. Always watching what I ate and working out like a mad woman. I started to drive myself crazy! I am just now starting to learn how to respect my body and love my body the way that it is. Its something I have to work on in my mind everyday, but practice makes perfect and I believe that everybody should work on that too. We should all love our bodies (Its the only one you’ve got!) and stop abusing our bodies because we are not pleased with our image.

I want to free the people’s perception of how we see the world and the way we move in it. Some of the more honest and subtle images in the world are the most striking and convincing. I want to use dance as a visual tool that provokes, sustains informs the future of our world.
MR